This is me many moons ago! I entered motherhood believing I had done everything right. I had read the books, eaten the right foods, done the emotional and spiritual work... or so I thought. I went into labour whole, excited, and determined only to be chewed up and spit out the other side. My son’s birth was traumatic, and I lived frozen in my body with PTSD for months. I felt shattered, vulnerable, and utterly alone. Despite having loving people around me, I had fallen through the cracks of a corrupt and crumbling system. I could barely care for myself, let alone a newborn who also needed deep integration and constant care.
That experience lit a fire in me. Three years later, I birthed my daughter peacefully at home, but my postpartum period unraveled me in a different way. Extreme exhaustion, anxiety, heart palpitations, hair loss, insomnia, rapid aging. It was brutal. As I looked around, I saw the same story repeating—not just in mothers, but in children too: allergies, eczema, colic, constant illness, signs of deep imbalance.
I went down every rabbit hole. Connected the dots. Read everything. Tried restrictive diets. Took wrong turns, and then eventually, I found my way and rebuilt my body from the ground up with strong foundations. I decided to compile everything I have learned and practiced over my 17 years of birthwork and 18 years of motherhood into one place so that I can share it with you!